Target
There are so many agendas out there. This week, it was “Let’s get Cory back to church.” A phone conversation with a friend from the past caused me to reflect on the superficial world I was once a part of. Constantly carrying with me an invitation to church on the tip of my tongue and looking for opportunities to share the good news—this is the world I once knew. It was us and them. I was safe and comfortable, sheltered from the outside world, and driven by ulterior motives, the agenda. This old friend of mine, rather than take the time to reconnect and reestablish relationship, fired away at the target I carry with me: backslidden-Christian. I cannot blame him for I once would have done the same; I do realize that the intentions here are good to a certain extent. But this experience reminded me of a time in my life that I made people projects and rushed into sharing my faith without really valuing relationship—the person. This week, I reflected upon “the old me” versus “the new me” and got a taste of what it was like to be targeted. I’m thankful for the opportunity to think and rethink a lot of my personal beliefs, life decisions, and the way that I want to relate to people. Interesting conversation came about and I expect to do some more thinking on the subject as I process my thoughts. I am a work in progress even today.
Is this what you see?
Am I a target? Am I a project?
Who do you think I am?
You too, buddy.
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Thanks to Dan for helping me out.
UPDATE 6/16: Much of what I said here is open to interpretation especially to those who do not know me or at one time did. Keep in mind that this is an expression of some things that are going on in my life. Please do not take offense. I ask that rather than coming to conclusions on your own, by all means, ask me to clarify and I will. I prefer the direct approach. Enough said. Thank you.